be a better person

now i realize I haven't shown everybody my best attitude yet.
I haven't been the best person in my family.
I haven't been an exciting person among friends.
I haven't been the caring person on to her.

now, i promise you my loyalty.
you want me to be loyal, you got it.
i apologize for my being so long.
i haven't been the best man for you.
but i promise, my queen.
I'll always be there for you.

N, all you need to know, I do still love you.
withour any doubt, please forgive me and give me my second chance.

you can think me as "the good man when fond of something"
you can think me as "going red-face and coming back white-face"
you can think me as a liar
you can think me as a bad-bad man
no, when I mean I love you, its for real
when I care for you, means I really care you for your love.
and I really hurted when you think me just as "somebody who cares me"
you gotta realize, as I realize you

N, I do love you, really, deep from the heart.